Hi Damian! Like Farooq said, welcome to WSSA! I’m sure that once you master the Crutches, have an Emergency Speech Plan to use in high-pressured situations, keep your mind clean of negative thoughts and keep hearing massive amounts of fluency every day, you will eventually become a PWSS and learn to love to speak anywhere, including public speaking.
Do keep us posted with your progress!
Try to make the most of this program. It has helped so many, there is no reason why it won’t work on you. I’d recommend you to watch at least 1 video of coaching sessions every day, to attend to the Crutch Practice Sessions whenever you can, to the weekly SAM Meetings too, and, of course, if you need private coaching, let us know!